never betray the way you've always known it is

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 23:46:36 GMT

the last time i wrote, i remember i complained about my job.

i haven't done anything more other than working.

ultimate frisbee and such, i got a melodica, and some other stuff i cant remember.

i havent answered my phone to at all in the last three weeks, at all.

i havent really talked to anyone in a few weeks, i havent done much, because im on a shift that really keeps me from, it and when i have the chance, i sleep.

i've met probably some of the best people i have ever met in my life since i started at resorts, not as in my fellow employees but as in the seasonal's, well i guess they're fellow employees but anyway, just very giving and not americanized.

i have got some of the best cd's i've bought in a long time, the new emily haines album, and the new ben kweller album, and not to mention the new mewithoutyou or pete yorn albums.

i'm moving out of new jersey within the next 6 months, to one of the folowing locations:
philadelphia
boston
new york city
dover
baltimore
or maybe even glendale.

the destination is unknown, and i am very excited about this.

i find new jersey to be very dismal.

i get to see jenny lewis on tuesday night, and the sounds pretty soon.

that should be fun.

i better get to bed,
ian

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 17:19:51 GMT

hey journal.

i cant believe it's the tenth already.

no one likes livejournal anymore and it ticks me off.

ian

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 02:43:03 GMT

i got pete yorn tickets, a macbook, and the new tom petty cd, i couldn't be any happier.

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 22:12:46 GMT

well, i got my macbook today and she is beautiful.
i still can't believe they would leave it on my doorstep, it kind of pisses me off.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 22:43:12 GMT

this afternoon i bought a bjork cd, a hey mercedes cd, a sonic youth cd, and a tom petty cd.
i almost bought an elliott smith cd, a they might be giants cd, a gorilla biscuits cd, and a beck cd, but than i realized how much money ive spent in the last month and a half, so i had a revalation, if your curious its about $3500+.

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 21:59:22 GMT

since last time, i ordered a foofbag for my macbook, it's irish tweed and its completely badass, i'm not sure when its going to get here since it is hand made, and i ordered 2 gigs of ram to upgrade my existing 512 ram, HAHA, its $600 to upgrade it thru apple and it was about $200 to do it myself, so i'm looking forward to that, its should arrive tuesday with my macbook, can't wait.

adios.

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 01:35:41 GMT

well, i bought a macbook, it should be here tuesday.
it seems as if, if i write that i want something in here, i end up buying it, odd.

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 01:22:44 GMT

i decided that i want to buy a macbook.

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 03:26:41 GMT

july 9th was a sunday to remember.
firstoff, i got an eo.
secondly, that's it.
30 days until i can transfer, how excited am i?
very.

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 22:16:42 GMT

september 6, 2006 is going to be the best day of my life.
only if the flaming lips and sonic youth confirm!
hell yes.
i'll pay up to $100 a ticket for that mess.

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 02:30:29 GMT

i am at a point in my life where, i need to figure out which direction i am going to take, what i need to do to get there, but you know what? i dont give a fuck!

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 03:01:10 GMT

the last two days in a row i turned on the tv and brian jonestown massacre was playing, very strange, how, why, i'm scared. goodnight.

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 01:27:39 GMT

well i had today off, and i did absoloutley nothing and it was great. i got up around 10:18 am.
brushed my teeth/showered/ate something/then brushed my teeth again, you know, the routine.
and sat around watching tv for about an hour, decided that it was too quiet so i turned on the music fairly loud, and then my dad was complaing about the bass, i didn't know he was home, waited until he went to work and recorded a couple of tracks, but they're confidential, you probably will never hear them, and then i made some for neil.
and then i balanced my check book, then i cleaned my room, and shoved all the posters that fell down under my bed, found some stuff in my gig bag that i didnt think i was supplied with, and then i got on myspace and got sick of my page so i changed it, did i have too much time on my hands?, no it took me 10 minutes.

now im hungry so im going to eat the subway that sophie brought for me.

ciao.

ian

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 10:46:31 GMT

i dont think ive ever been so tired in my entire life, and i went to sleep9 hours ago.

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 01:34:18 GMT

hm. i got friday off this week i was shocked.

from now on i have thursday and friday off, or so they say.
starting next week.

i won't know what to do with two days off.

i love my guitar.
i love it.
love it love it.

now all i need to do is learn how to play it

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 02:18:31 GMT

today was my dayoff, rearranged my room and bullshat around.

and bought a thinline, yep, i did it.

go me.

it beautiful.

thats her, she's nice.

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 23:51:54 GMT

greetings from 7:44 pm on sunday june twenty-sixth two-thousand and six.

work was well, by far the worst day i've had at work since i started.
i dont want to go too much into detail, well at all really.

tomorrow is my day off, and i'm debating whether to take tuesday as well.

i hope it rains hubcaps tonight.

i want a thinline, really bad.

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 00:50:03 GMT

one thing i would like to be answered/comment on is why does:
my ex girlfriend, have to:

a) try to make herself feel secure by

  1) telling me everyone hates me
  2) telling me how "ugly" i am

b) tell me she hates me but

  1) instant messages me as soon as i get online
  2) call me frequently

c) spread lies about me to make everyone hate me, and think i'm an ass.

and my comments on these are:

on section a

i really don't care if anyone you hang out with "likes" me, honestly i had friends before they were my friends and i got through life being completely satisfied.

why would you date someone for a year and a half if there wasn't any physical attraction, to me, it's bullshit.

if you hate me or think i'm ugly, i dont care, there is someone out there in the world that finds me attractive and think's i'm a good guy.

on section b

if you say you're never going to talk to me again, don't talk to me again, i could careless either way.

and finally section c

i dont care that you do this but, why? what do you get out of it, that one lie will have to be covered up by about 8 more lies, why waste your time on some one you hate so much?

i just get annoyed that's all.

thank you for reading.

i an

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 01:30:09 GMT

i just bought some new compact disc's today.
the shins- oh, inverted world!, and chutes too narrow
hot hot heat- scenes one through thirteen
and the new self titled be your own pet cd.

i hope the byop is as good as their demos were.

plus i bought sophie two sountracks for her birthday.

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 21:32:59 GMT

work was pretty shitty today, i got there ten minutes late so i got stuck being a breaker, until about noon, and then i got one station and made like $13.

but we had the rebid and i got
saturay-wednesday 8-4
and thursday-friday off.

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 11:06:51 GMT

hang out with the bulgarians after work or go to sleep?
i dont know either.

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 23:14:39 GMT

today work was, well steady paced.
i got there, i put my two cokes i brought to work into the cooler, and about 40 minutes later when i decided to drink one, i realized somebody stole them, i came across one of them, im going to fucking kill whomever took it. seriously.

i dropped a glass and the glass came up and slit my pant leg down the seam pretty well im surprised my leg didnt get cut.

i applied at the tropicana yesterday.

thats all for now.

some kid at work keeps trying to "hook me up" with this puerto rican girl, and i simply say to him each time, i will never date a puerto rican, half puerto rican, quarter rican, ever again, psycho's.

thats all for now.

i an

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 11:30:53 GMT

another day of old people.
who's excited!

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 21:01:49 GMT

new journal that ill actually use.